Is watching a racer you know and are friends with getting hurt or killed! I saw all the postings about Mike Walker at the ADRL race and it brought back memories of Indy '96 and Blaine Johnson! Before his final pass he was sitting in his car waiting for the Tow Van to pull out of his pits to tow him to the lanes! We chatted for about a minute or so, he said "wish us luck" as they pulled away! The following day Elmer Trett gets killed, I had just met his Daughter Gina that morning. In a sport where fans have so much contact with the racers and their families you build such a bond. And you never know when you may speak to these guys/gals for the last time! When Steve Engel got killed at Indy a couple of years ago I remember seeking out his pits the next morning and seeing a lot of fans and crew people consoling each other, I had no idea Steve had passed away but that kind of gave it away. My last Girlfriend I used to take to the track used to tell me she was scared that a racer she had met might get Hurt or Killed. And wasn't sure how she would handle it! I'm just glad I didn't witness Scott Kalitta or Darrell Russell's crashes.