I havnt slept for shit in 5 days.. I've had people ask me if I got in a fight, by eye's are so fricken black. Tried Melatonin, 20mg the first night, nothing.. 30 the next, nothing, 40 the next notta.. The next day I took 40 again and got about 3 hrs of sleep. Think it's stress, I dont think I've ever been under this much for so long.. It's taking it's toll for sure. Tonight, I popped 3 Excedrin PM, and 30mg of Melatonin.. I've got to get some fuckin sleep. 2am and I'm wide ass awake, with maybe 5 hrs of sleep in 5 days. There is a plus side to it, I've gotten a shit load of work done.. Pay check will be out of this world next week, boss man is gonna shit a brick. Sadly I really dont see it letting up any time soon... Too much shit that has to be done, not enough time.. Hell even with the sleeping issues I've been having, I'm still so fuckin far behind it's insane... The odd thing is, the more I work, it seems the less work the other guys do. It would seem that my skills grow, while their's goes down, so when it comes time to do something, I'm the only fucker that can do it. I think "Colt" is on his way to a break down
I've always worked crazy ass hrs, a lot of people think I'm full of shit when I tell them about it. Then give me shit about being tired after working several days straight, like they have the slightest fuckin idea what it's like.... 10 yrs, 16-22 hrs a week, 7 day's a week ( not always, but very often. Not uncommon to work 72 hrs straight ).. I give it another 5 and I'll be in the straight jacket. When I do sleep, I'm workin in my dreams, how fucked up is that?